will someone tell me what we have to learn and what we don't have to?
IS THE WALL OF THE ALVEOLUS ONE-CELL-THICK OR NOT. Textbook Y says yes, it is, Textbook B says, no, it has connective tissue and surfactant cells. Hel-lo, what am I supposed to believe in? ANDAND all the extra stuff in the scheme-of-work that khoo gave, are we supposed to know. :X Kreb's cycle! And whatnotshit NAD and NADH2 is giving me a big headache, not only because it involves Redox.

And do bronchioles come with cartilage rings? Textbook Y says no, Textbook B says yes. Bah AND the effects of uhhhh tar and smoke on the alveoli! Some shit about them secreting lysosomes that destroy the macrophages of the alveoli and therefore the alveoli themselves or something I CAN'T REMEMBER D: And carbon monoxide! Combines really really really strongly with haemoglobin on RBCs thereby reducing the amount of oxygen absorption! (!!) bah, this is such crap, TLLM makes me so suspicious of what we have to know and what we don't have to, and my sister claiming "oh, but we learnt that in sec 3!" does not help at all, she's just a year older how could the syllabus have changed so much! (But then again I know it has.)

(!!!!!!!!!!!!) *distresses* Khoo mentions so little stuff in class.

Rewatched it just now.
It's so sad, so beautiful. Morhange! Or whoever, I can't spell. Pepinooooot! ♥♥ and the nerdy Boniface. ♥, so lovely, so utterly lovely. jie was singing along :D i was trying to keep my tears in so i wasn't singing along. *flails* *flails*
The Ending, all the parellels with Dead Poets Society... "O CAPTAIN MY CAPTAIN!" ♥.

My sister is very hyped at the idea of possibly teaching me French after year ends. I was like "EY JIE lets watch Les Choristes!"
Jie: "Why?"
Me: "Sudden urge! I like listening to french. :D"
Jie: "Ok wait I'll go look for the disk. DO YOU WANT ME TO TEACH YOU FRENCH!"
Me: "Ok. Go find the cd!"
Jie: *after finding the cd* "OK Bonjour is..."
Me: "After EOYS, jie -___________-"

:D
&I want to learn the piano too! Big Friend must teach Medium Friend and Little Friend!

...TV: "Check out my matching pipes..."
I love that ad. "Search, buy, sell, and connect!"

What the shit is variations.

Oh, and, in proportion to my amount of sleep, my nightmares are increasing. I dream even when I take five-minute naps. I fell asleep on my dad's bed by accident just now, and woke up shivering and very nearly screaming. There was something on me, full body, including toes, minus head. Something really heavy. Tried to roll, but couldn't, and stayed like that for a good full minute until my sister noticed I was awake and went "You fell asleep?", then I realised, through all my confused grogginess, that it's just my mind.
And well, I dream of math in my sleep. Yesterday's dream, as a matter of fact. ):
And, I am so not tired. My body's not, but my eyes totally are. The muscles around my eyes are so tired, that's why I sleep so much, but it isn't working, and i feel headachey for the whole day. My eyes were hurting so badly just now I shut them and apparently, fell asleep on the couch while watching the 9-o-clock show on channel 8.

i hope everyone is mugging alright. i'm not, but i am overly-complacent and all that shit anyway, i think i know my stuff, but i probably don't, but then again, i probably do.

it's a messy, suspicious thing.

talking to M, i realised i do know my stuff (bio-wise). sort of, i need to reread and remember to remember what i'm reading.
talking to M always allows me to realise stuff and makes me feel good.

♥
i will not let nerves kill me during the exams! i will drink milo before each exam! i will take the exams in a happy mood and on a full stomach! i will not fall asleep during chinese exam!

...and well, what can i say, go on, good luck, like it's going to help, and, just, do what you can. it'll never be your best. but at least, you tried, and shit, if you don't pass, blame it on van helsing terrorizing your nights (show them your eyebags/eyecircles) and/or on your teachers, because, when the student fails, it is because the teacher failed to educate the student well, or so i may paraphrase.

if big friend's coming back tomorrow i'm gonna give her a big hug and not sleep in the twenty minutes before morning assembly.

if ms ong did not receive my IH SBQ (so painstakingly done!) i will pull out my hair.